Some people keep secrets, some people are an open book, and some are lost in oblivion... Desires pull from every direction, Jealousy is everywhere, Envy is also inspiration... I CAN DO THIS!! This blog is for my secret desires, my secret love, my inner strength... things that my family and friends would not understand, things that I do not want to share with anyone in the flesh... I have a rough road ahead and am longing for the beauty of sleek collar bones, sharp hips and shoulders, long beautiful legs... This is where I hope to learn, vent, ultimately... be accepted...